This blog might not be approachable, maybe because I don’t give context or comfy personal clues. Whatever. Personally, the fluff is pointless. Just noise in-between statements. It feels good, but I’m not here to make you feel good. I’m here to publish unwanted intrusive *thoughts.


There is NOTHING so dangerous to the ADHD/autism addled mind than “You deserve a break.” Or is it just me? I will take that break and make it into a week.

If it’s not an upward spiral, it’s a downward spiral.

*thought


I’ve figured out the answer to life: it’s really simple. Everything else is just window dressing for y(our) romantic ideals.

Your job is to SURVIVE and to REPRODUCE.

Live well, and pass on your knowledge. Live badly, and die out. But it doesn’t really work like that does it. Maybe we need more Sparta.


A funeral motorcade of patriots for the ghost of America, bleached by the Western sun and drowned in a sea of sand.

His lips taste like sugar. But all his teeth are rotten.

Rebellion and uniqueness, packaged and canned in collectible name tags.

*thoughts


As governments and nations mature, they lose the ability to change and grow. Mired in paperwork and past regulation. Should use a modern day Justinian to revise government, but that’s not our way.

Having a head honcho can be useful.

*thought


It’s funny how we needed to purchase products when they were invented. Now we have everything we need, so purchases should cool down and then, unfortunately, the economy. And here’s my theory: that can’t happen, so now we have crappy junk that breaks so we can keep buying so the Economy will survive.

*thought


Magic Beans.

*thought


Fight Club: Modern analogy to KKK?

*thought


Why are we afraid of saying something that isn’t true? What is the fear of being a hypocrite? Artists use lies to tell the truth. Sometimes, people need to hear something that isn’t entirely true, like Heaven and Hell. Besides, we have no idea what is and isn’t true. Not omniscient.

*thought


Test

*thought

It works! Perfecto.


If God is dead, that means that it exists and was alive.

*thought

(I am going to see if the #category works as a way to autosort)

It works, but now it’s a title. I’ll use another symbol.


Where is your human spirit? To conquer, to build, to create purpose and to find? The author may be dead, (personally I doubt it) but we are still alive.


No wonder people feel so nihilistic. They’ve finally realized their place in the world. And the worst part is they simply accept it.


There’s simply too much information for humans to process, so instead of being specific about what we want from the internet, we shut down and entertain, ‘we’ being those born into it. Hence, lack of critical thought and the underlying feeling of futility and despair.


Cursing is also a microaggression, period. Words are powerful. The words we choose to use define us.


Cursing is a microaggression against God


I am a bad poet. Scribblings from the car.

Melt your plaster mask and let me breathe it in

I am intoxicated by your beauty

Let my lungs give way to heart flutters

I am yours.

*

Until the stars cease to shine

Til the oceans run dry

Til the end of time

May you be mine

*

For days not yet come

I will wait til we are one

Receive me, my love.

*

Mankind is more cunning than devils, more monstrous than beasts, and capable of greater virtue than angels.


On another note, feudalism and sexism and slavery are ugly, but without them we would never have reached modern society. Burning our history isn’t the answer; acknowledging and learning from it is. I don’t know, just a thought.


Age of Conformity

Teenagers, by definition, already have their own troubles of finding their place in society. In the 21st century? Good luck. Adding gender… dysphoria (Not as a political term, but honestly it’s the best way to describe the confusion and perceived social pressure) is just adding kerosene to the fire. Pushing it as an agenda is sure to get results in confusing times.

*Knowing what you want when everyone else is clueless puts you at the top of the pile.

If you truly are LGBTQ+ whatever else terms, then you should know it in your bones, not because that’s what other people are doing. The age of conformity. (How many times do I have to say this? Surely this is the last time I will speak about this.)


Balance

Huh, my post disappeared. Reposting the basics.

There’s no reason to be happy, but we are.

There’s no reason to believe in anything, but I do. The only thing I know is that I know nothing, so why should I believe in anything? There’s no reason to believe in what I believe, but what reason is there to believe in anything else? Or to believe in nothing?

Like a critic, you can’t take yourself too seriously, otherwise you risk becoming a violent radical or a spiritual degenerate. Balance.


Niche

And also, following up the idea of a good critic, a media critic’s purpose is to offer a unique view of media to the benefit of the reader and their followers. As long as the critic writes what they honestly think consistently, like-minded people will follow them because the critic spends time to find the things that the critic values, and therefore what their audience values.

Like in writing, when you write for yourself, eventually you’ll find a niche of people who identify with you, however small.